Why?

So Why is a question I find myself asking a lot these days. A lot has happened and I find myself constantly questioning everything. Why is this person this way, why is that person like that, why do I feel this way, why does it have to be like this, why why why why why!!!! I don't like it. And the hardest thing is knowing that what is happening is for the best. A lot has happened recently and it's all become so overwhelming. And some decisions have been extremely hard. But I have prayed and know that those decisions are right and have had it confirmed to me that it will all be okay. So then how come I can't help questoning it? Why do I keep asking why? I hate not understanding why things have to happen the way they do. I hate not knowing how things are going to turn out. And what I really don't understand is why Heavenly Father puts people in our lives and leaves them there for so long just to take them away! I don't understand it! I guess I am just an impatient person who isn't very faithful. I saw this quote the other day, "Faith in God includes faith in His timing"...Neal A. Maxwell. This is definately something I need to work on. Maybe that is what I'm supposed to be learning in all this. To trust in the Lord and trust in God's timing. I know I don't have a lot of trust when it comes to that. I'm really trying to trust and stop questioning everything that is happening right now, but it's really hard. I guess I'll just have to keep working on it. Sorry for so much randomness. Not that anybody reads this. But I just felt like venting, and since I've done badly at keeping a journal, I felt like doing it on here. Hope those few of you that read this don't mind. And to explain the picture, I just absolutely love it. And I feel that it really describes my feelings right now. I can't really explain why, it just does.