Annoyance

Do you ever have days when you're just really annoyed? Where everything just bugs you and you don't really know why? Well that is how I have been the last two days. Annoyed! About everything. I don't want to be, but I am. Maybe it is the spring fever, or the stress of finals, or stress at work, or the stress of having to clean this whole apartment and pack up my crap, or maybe it is just the need to get away from Cedar for awhile, or maybe it's other problems that have been occurring. I don't know! It's driving me crazy! I don't like being annoyed all the time! My hope is that by venting about it here I will feel better. Probably not but it's worth a shot. I can't wait to be done with school and get the heck out of here for a while. Although I am sad to be leaving my roomies...well, some of them (Kati and Aubree basically), my life shall be boring without them. Oh well, a little break from each other will be good so we can come back for fall and not want to kill each other :) I'm so over school. I don't have any motivation to study for these finals, especially my one that is at 9 tomorrow morning. I am completely and utterly burned out. Maybe that is why I am annoyed...Well whatever the reason I hope to feel a little better tomorrow. I want to enjoy my last few days with my roomies, and I don't want to kill others. Sorry for the randomness but I needed to vent. Thanks for listening...well, reading. Til next time.

February/March Quotes

February 17
It’s hard to wait around for something you know may never happen. But it’s even harder when you know it’s everything you want!

February 18
Take time to enjoy the little things in life, because someday you will look back and realize they were the big ones

February 19
If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were." -Anon

February 20
Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, loving and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past

February 22
Life is really a battle between fear and faith, pessimism and optimism. ~Hugh B. Brown

February 23
Realize what’s important in your life. What you can live with, but more importantly, what you can’t live without

March 3
"Faith in God includes faith in His timing"...Neal A. Maxwell

March 4
Best friends are the people that know all about you and still put up with your crap

March 10
The right thing isn’t always real obvious. Sometimes the right thing for one person is the wrong thing for someone else. So… good luck figuring that out.
Charlie Swan

Recent Discovery

So a couple weeks ago I was in St. George for a dance competition. It was so fun! I got to see all my amazing teachers and friends from Becky's and all the little one's I used to teach, of course they aren't so little anymore. It was awesome. I just love the competition atmosphere. I can't really explain why, but I just feel so at home. I miss performing so much, but I also love being a teacher and experiencing the joy and pride of watching your girls perform. It's just awesome. I know that I complain a lot about my girls that I teach, because they really are a handful. But really, I've decided that I would be completely content with teaching dance for the rest of my life. There is not greater feeling than watching a student learn and understand something new. I just love dance so much. And as much as I love performing and dancing for myself and with a team, teaching is just as great. I am still persuing other things in my life, but I know that dance is something that will be a part of me forever. No matter what I do in my life I know that I always want to be involved with dance in some form or another. Like I said, if all I do is teach dance for the rest of my life I will be perfectly happy with it.